Sometimes when people like you want to grow, they start to feel guilty when they are mad, sad, stressed out, disgusted, or whatever. As if growth means that you shouldn’t feel those things any more and that you must not be all that evolved. Pffft. All this growth will make you more aware of your feelings and why you feel them, but don’t drop the guilt bomb on yourself for it. You’re still a human with a human brain and all that goes along with that. It is healthy to feel — so let the wisdom you’ve gained help you bounce back from the darker stuff faster rather than punish yourself for it.